Friday, August 31, 2007

Journal Entry 2


Liar, liar, pants on fire!!!!!!


This is yet another blog about my childhood. I plead the 5th if asked if I have gotten away with a lie recently...


As a child, I loved sweets. I had tons of extra weight and a few cavities to prove it. Anything that involved trans fat and/or sugar was annihilated immediately. One day, I was starving for some sugar. I searched all the cabinets in the kitchen but couldn't find anything that was sweet. Finally, in the back of one of the cabinets was a can of frosting sitting next to a box of cake batter. It was vanilla- my favorite. I needed, wanted it, had to have it. I really just needed a taste, so a plan was quickly developed. I would open it, and only take one ittybitty spoonful. Then I would smooth the frosting out on top, glue the foil back on the can, and VOILA!!! My mother would never know!


My genius plan quickly fell apart. The frosting wasn't totally smooth on top- it had a twirl effect. I had to put the can in the microwave and try to perfect the twirl. Three microwave sessions later, part of the can melted. And as for the foil plan- I couldn't find any glue. What was a girl to do? I was left with no choice but to eat the rest of the can of frosting. My gluttony inflicted two problems: (1.) I was sick and (2.) Where was I going to hide the evidence? After I threw up (problem #1 took care of itself), I hastily threw the can of frosting in my closet.


By day two, I was starting to get paranoid. Though no one had asked me about the icing, the evidence was burning a hole in my conscience and closet. I was afraid of my room getting searched, so I took the empty can of icing and hid it in the corner of the basement. That evening, my mother decided to bake a cake, but could not find the icing. She asked us we we knew where it was, and gave me an extra long glare. My family informed my mother that we had no idea where the icing was and then suggested that she could have forgotten to purchase it. This sent her over the edge. Cabinets were searched, slammed, and thrashed. Then off she went, squealing all the way out the driveway and down the road. She was a maniac on a canned icing mission. I would love to say that I felt awful, but I knew that she would calm down and bake. I saw no need in compromising my integrity (ahem, or lack of thereof). I knew that I could get a piece of cake- as long as kept my mouth shut.


Fifteen years later, I came clean to my mother. The overdue spanking never came. She laughed and told me that she thought she was crazy because she distictly remembered buying that can of icing. I am more slender now, and I try to be as honest as I can- some lessons just have to be learned with time. Until then, I have four famous last words: Let them eat cake.





Wednesday, August 22, 2007

Journal Entry 1

"Memories are the diary that we all carry around with us." ~Oscar Wilde


Archaic memories... let's see... my first...



I was a three year old and looked up to my older brother, though he could sometimes be a sissy. My family was in Pigeon Forge, Tennessee. It was our first night out there and we had just gotten to the hotel room. My father, exhausted, was watching television. My mother told him to watch us as she went to get ice. Without looking in her direction, he nodded and she headed out with the brown bucket. Shortly after my mother left, my father nodded off, and my brother headed for the door. I asked him where he was going, and he told me that he wanted to find my mother. He always was a momma's boy, but I wanted to explore so I asked if I could go too. He took my hand and off we went.



The hotel was HUGE!!!!!!!! I wanted to open each and every door, but my brother just wanted to find my mother. We walked hand in hand all around the hotel, but we never spotted my mother in her signature blue silk nightgown. This is where the tears started. My brother started wailing. I remember sitting next to him, rubbing his back and telling him that it would all be alright. I didn't want attention from strangers. So, I got up, held out my hand, and consoled my brother as we headed back around the hotel. I thought that I remembered the number to our room. 101? No. 118? Uhhhh... maybe, but I didn't think so. I saw room 119 and remembered that our room had ones and an upside down six. I thought this was the one, so I knocked. The door flew open, and there stood my mother in the silk nightgown that felt so soft and cool to the touch. Tears were streaming down her face, and my brother immediately jumped in her arms. I looked around the room and asked where my father was. She said that he was worried and looking for us. Then she told us something about danger and always having an adult with us. I blew it off, gave her a toothy grin, and exclaimed, "Momma, you'd be so proud of me--- I remembered the room number!!!!"





















My brother and I- eighties babies